What Matters Most?

On my way to work, I was listening to the bus music and it played the song What Matters Most. I don't know why but when it came to the chorus, I cried. I thought about my relationship right now and all the fights that my love and I had and I realized I'm so concerned about the things that could have been different and what I could have done so we could avoid those situations.

I'm so concerned about a lot of things like meeting often, hearing sweet words (that I demand constantly from my Yuki) and his manners. I want to have a perfect relationship, one that would fit into my mold and I am so blinded by that desire that I forgot the real reason for the relationship.

I think I should be contented with the fact that we love each other. The song sort of became an epiphany.